The Shamer's Daughter

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  The Shamer Chronicles

  ‘An absorbing and fast-paced fantasy/mystery bursting with action and intrigue. The only question is: when will the next one come out?’

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  ‘This novel stands on its own and offers a satisfying conclusion even as it provides an intriguing setting and mythology for future adventures’

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  CONTENTS

  Title Page

  ONE The Shamer’s Brat

  TWO The Man from Dunark

  THREE Drakan

  FOUR The Dragon Pit

  FIVE Bloody Deeds

  SIX Even or Uneven

  SEVEN The Monster

  EIGHT Peace in a Bottle

  NINE A Very Small Knife

  TEN Lady Death

  ELEVEN Draco Draco

  TWELVE Master Maunus

  THIRTEEN The Order of the Dragon

  FOURTEEN The Widow

  FIFTEEN Chaining a Dragon

  SIXTEEN The Ice Girl

  SEVENTEEN Footsteps and Shadows

  EIGHTEEN Rose

  NINETEEN The Weapons Master

  TWENTY Shamer and Shameless

  TWENTY-ONE Home

  About the Author

  Copyright

  ONE

  The Shamer’s Brat

  Strictly speaking, it wasn’t really Cilia’s fault that I was bitten by a dragon. It was probably sheer coincidence that she decided to throw a bucket of whey in my face on the very day the man from Dunark came. But every time my arm hurts… every time I miss Cherry Tree Cottage and the pear trees and the chickens we had… I get mad at Cilia all over again.

  Cilia was the miller’s daughter, the only girl in a brood of six. Maybe that was the reason why she had become such a pain. Every time Cilia wanted something, a slice of honey-bread, a silk ribbon, perhaps, or a new set of Prince-and-Dragon markers… well, all she had to do was flutter her eyelashes and make her voice all syrupy. Her eyes were periwinkle blue, and she had the most charming dimples when she smiled. Her dad was putty in her hands. And if anybody teased her or thwarted her in some way, she complained to a couple of her brothers. They had all worked in the mill practically from the time they could walk, and they thought nothing of tossing around sacks of grain as if they were filled with feathers. Nobody liked to cross them, not even my own brother, Davin, who actually seemed to enjoy a good fight now and then. Most of the time, Cilia was in the habit of getting exactly what she wanted.

  Normally, I gave her a very wide berth. But that day had been a bad day from the start. Mama had scolded me for leaving my shawl out by the woodshed the day before, so that it was now soaking wet. I got into a fight with Davin, and Melli, my four-year-old pest of a little sister, had picked the eyes off my old rag doll. So what if I was much too old to be playing with dolls—Nana was my doll, and Melli had taken her without even asking. I was so mad and so fed up with the whole family that I couldn’t stay in the house with them. I stood for a while in the barn and shared my woes with Blaze, our brown mare, who had the sweetest of tempers and was very patient with most human beings. But then Davin led her out to graze among the pear trees in the orchard, and the barn became lonely and boring. I knew that if my mother caught sight of me, it would not take her long to find some task for me; she was of the opinion that work is the best cure for the sulks. Without really thinking about it, I set off down the road toward the village.

  Birches is not a big town, but we do have a smithy, an inn, and the mill, run by Cilia’s parents, not to mention eleven different houses and farms of varying sizes. And then there are the places like Cherry Tree Cottage, some distance from the village yet somehow still a part of it. In almost all the houses were families, and almost all the families had children, some of them as many as eight or ten. You would think, with so many to choose from, that it would be possible for me to find a friend or two, or at least some playmates. But no. Not me. Not the Shamer’s daughter. Two years ago I could still sometimes play with Sasia from the inn. But then it became more and more difficult for her to look me in the eyes, and after that, things became kind of difficult. Now she avoided me completely, just like everyone else.

  So, having walked about a mile through mud and gusty winds to reach the village, I had no idea what to do there. I rarely went there anymore, except to run a few errands for Mama; and I ended up standing indecisively in the village square, trying to look as if I had merely stopped for a minute to catch my breath. Janos Tinker went by with his handcart, waving at me but not quite looking. At the smithy Rikert was shoeing the miller’s gray gelding. He called my name and wished me a good afternoon, but stayed bent over his work the whole time. And then big fat drops of rain started to spatter the gravel, and I could no longer pretend to be basking in the sun. I headed for the inn, possibly just out of habit. The main room was nearly empty; a lone guest was having a meal, a big bear of a highlander, from up the Skayler range. Probably he had taken summer work as a caravan guard and was on his way home now. He cast a quick and curious glance my way, but even without knowing me, he instinctively looked away, avoiding my eyes.

  Behind the counter, Sasia’s mother was wiping glasses.

  “Hello, Dina,” she said politely, her eyes strictly on the glass she was polishing. “What can we do for you?”

  What would she do if I said, Look at me? But I didn’t, of course. “Is Sasia in?” I asked instead.

  “No, I think she is over at the mill.” She jerked her chin in that general direction, still without looking at me.

  I think that that is where things really started to go wrong. I could feel this harsh and bitter anger building inside, an anger fed by all those downcast eyes and backs so casually turned against me. I knew. I knew that it would be so much easier for them if I simply stayed away. But I hadn’t asked for the damned Shamer’s eyes; I couldn’t help being my mother’s daughter. I still remember vividly how I cried when Sasia would no longer play with me.

  “What’s wrong with me?” I had asked my mother.

  “There is absolutely nothing wrong with you,” she said. “You’ve inherited my gift, that’s all.” She seemed both proud and sad. I wasn’t proud, just lonely and miserable, and if I could have torn her so-called gift out of myself I would have done it, torn it out and cast it away, there and then and without hesitation. Unfortunately, that wasn’t possible. I had my gift and I was stuck with it.

  If I hadn’t been so very angry, I might just have gone home. But a bitter sort of defiance was rising in me. So they would like for me to keep out of their way. So it would be so much easier for everyone. But what about me? Didn’t I have a right to be here? Someone t
o talk to, someone to be with… it wasn’t that much to ask, was it? So with my defiance burning like a hot lump in my throat I strode across the square and onto Mill Street.

  “Did you want something, Dina?” asked Ettie Miller when she saw me. She was busy getting the laundry off the line before the rain soaked it again.

  “I’m looking for Sasia,” I said.

  “I think they’re all in the hay barn,” she answered indistinctly, her mouth full of clothes-pegs. And of course she kept her eyes firmly on her sheets and shirts and never once looked at me.

  I crossed the yard and ducked in through the barn doors. The space inside was wrapped in gloom, but they had carved some turnip lanterns and stuck candles in them, making them look like glowing skulls. It looked cozy and scary all at once. On top of the hay cart Cilia sat enthroned, a pink sheet around her shoulders and a crown of ox-eye daisies on her gold-blond hair. The rest of the girls were ranged in a semicircle around her, and in the middle stood Sasia, the miller’s old felt hat on her head, trying to remember all twelve stanzas of “My Love, He Was a Traveling Man.” She was well into the seventh and doing badly. She got stuck twice, and when she finally got going again, she had the seventh and the eighth all mixed up.

  They were playing Court-the-Princess, and of course Cilia was the Princess. If I knew her at all, she would somehow make the tasks she set her suitors so impossible that no one else would ever get a shot at the throne. The “courtiers” started to boo and wolf-whistle at poor Sasia, and Cilia grandly told her unlucky suitor to go away and return some other day. Then she caught sight of me, and the grand manners crumbled a little.

  “What are you doing here?”

  “I’ve come to pay court to the Princess,” I said. “What else?”

  “You’re not invited,” Cilia snarled, and studied her fingertips in a way that was designed to make it look as if it was simply beneath her dignity to look at me. “Tell me, Sasia, do you recall us inviting the Shamer’s brat?”

  Sasia mumbled something, staring at the ground, and I lost my temper.

  “You may think you’re a princess, Cilia,” I said indignantly, “but you behave like a louse!”

  Her head came up, and she nearly looked at me. “I’ll give you louse, you—” But she brought herself up short and seemed to reconsider. “No, I’m sorry,” she resumed. “Maybe we are being unfair. Dina, if you really want to, you’re welcome to play.”

  A gasp of disbelief went through the group. I, too, had some difficulty in understanding this sudden change of heart. Generosity was not Cilia’s strong suit.

  “Do you really mean that? I can play?”

  “Wasn’t that what you wanted?”

  “Yes.”

  “All right. Fine. Pay court to me.”

  Maybe that was all she wanted—me on my knees in front of her. It galled me a bit, but it had been ages since I had played with anyone but Davin and Melli, and a bit of groveling seemed a small price to pay. I unbuttoned my cape and threw it across one shoulder to make it look more like a knight’s mantle. Sasia tossed me the felt hat without raising her eyes at all.

  “O Gentle Princess Lily-white—look with favor upon this Knight,” I intoned, the way I was supposed to.

  “I favor no man until he—hath proved his worth for all to see,” replied Cilia, continuing the chant.

  “My wit, my skill, my strength, my nerve—command you, for I beg to serve.”

  “The trials I demand of thee—are hard indeed and numbered three—of which the first, my knight, shall be…” Cilia drew out the last words as if stalling for time, but I could tell by her smile that she had already made up her mind. “Singing all twelve stanzas of ‘My Love, He Was a Traveling Man’—standing on one leg, blindfolded! Thea, lend her your scarf.”

  It is harder than it sounds, standing on one leg with a blindfold on. Luckily the scarf was not too tight, and by squinting down the side of my nose, I could see the straw of the barn floor and retain some sense of up and down. And I have a much better memory than Sasia.

  My love, he was a traveling man,

  as fine a tinker as God ever made.

  He mended every pot and pan

  but broke the heart of many a maid…

  I was well aware of the giggles and the rustles around me, but I refused to be distracted. Stanza after stanza I sang, ignoring the trembling muscles of the leg I was standing on. When the strain became nearly too much, I concentrated on the sour look on Cilia’s face when she had to give up the crown to me, and suddenly singing a few more lines became easy. I was just taking a deep breath, ready to start on the twelfth stanza, when it happened.

  Something very cold and wet slammed into my face, and instead of air I inhaled a big mouthful of whey. I completely lost my balance and tumbled to the ground, coughing and fighting to breathe. Whey gurgled in my throat, and some of it went up my nose, burning painfully. At first I had no idea what had happened. But once I wrenched off the scarf and saw Cilia standing there with the empty bucket, laughing her head off, things became very clear indeed.

  “Get lost, witch brat, and don’t come back some other day,” said Cilia, nearly choking on her own laughter. She was so busy laughing that she didn’t even think about running. And she should have. Never in my life had I been so furious. I needed only one short breath, then I was on my feet, and then on her. She keeled over backward and fell flat on her back, with me astride her chest. I held her face between my hands, and then I took my revenge.

  “Look at me, you vain little peahen. Look into my eyes!”

  She didn’t want to. She screamed and wept, trying to close her eyes, but I had her, and I had no intention of letting her go. “Look at me!” I hissed once more, and she seemed to lose the will to resist me. The periwinkle blue eyes slid open and stared into mine.

  “You are self-centered and spoiled,” I whispered. It was no longer necessary to raise my voice; she could hear my words as clearly as she heard her own thoughts. “I can’t think of a single thing you have ever done for another person. And I know every lousy little trick you have ever used to get your own way. I know how you got that ring you’re wearing. I know how you made Sasia give you her favorite blue ribbon. I know how you lied to your brothers to make them beat up Crazy Nate. What had he ever done, other than follow you around because he thought your hair was pretty? Nothing, Cilia. You lied. You are so petty, so mean, so low and wretched that it makes me sick to look at you. I know it all, Cilia. I know you.” And I did, I really did. As I sat there on her chest, whispering into her face, I knew every mean thing she had ever done. And though she screamed and kicked and writhed as if she were drowning, there was no way out for her. I forced her to see herself. And I forced her to be ashamed at what she saw.

  One of the other girls tried to push me off her, but I only had to turn my head and look at her to make her leap back as though I were spitting acid in her direction.

  “You are so wretched, Cilia,” I repeated, slightly louder. “And if you think any of your court here really like you for your own sake, you are so wrong.”

  I got up. Cilia stayed on the floor, weeping so hard that anyone would have thought I had taken a whip to her.

  “And you lot,” I continued. “You’re not much better. You who come here to pay court to Princess Cilia just because you’re scared of her, or because you want something from her, or because you like her petty schemes. Go ahead. Play your little games. But do it without me. I have had my fill of you!” I looked around the circle, but the only eyes to meet mine were the eerily glowing gaze of the turnip lanterns. My anger flickered. This was not at all what I wanted; this was not the ending I had hoped for. But right now it seemed the only thing I could do was walk away from them.

  Before I reached the barn doors, one of them swung open, and Cilia’s father appeared.

  “What do you think you’re doing?” he yelled. “Cilia, what happened?”

  Cilia just sobbed on, making no other reply. Then the miller
caught proper sight of me, and he wasted no time in deciding who was to blame.

  “You devil’s spawn, what’ve you done to her? If you’ve hurt my Cilia I’ll—”

  “I barely touched—” But I had no time to finish my sentence. He slapped me so hard across the cheek that the sound echoed in the gloomy space of the barn.

  “Your kind don’t need to touch,” he snarled. “Run on back to your witch of a mother, and if I ever catch you hurting my Cilia again… Shamer or no, I’ll whip the living daylights out of you, even if I have to pull a sack over your head to do it!”

  I could barely stand. My head was buzzing from the slap, and there was a rusty taste of blood in my mouth from where I had bitten my tongue. But I knew better than to ask for sympathy. I straightened and walked out, tall as I could. Trying to look as if I cared not one bit for any of them, not Cilia, not Sasia, nor any of the others, I strode off into the rain without looking back.

  Walking the mile or so back home took a while. It took me even longer to steel myself to face my mother. It wasn’t just that my green wool cape and my shirt and apron all stank to high heaven from the whey. It was more that—well, I didn’t think she would be terribly pleased at what I’d done. I felt so miserable. So lonely. Davin had friends. Melli had friends—everybody thought she was so cute. Why was it that I seemed doomed to have no one other than my family? I ended up in Blaze’s stall again; it is amazing how comforting it is to be near a big, warm animal who doesn’t care whether you have Shamer’s eyes or not. I leaned against the soft brown neck and cried a bit, as the last of the daylight slowly waned.

  A soft glow crept around the edges of the door, and then suddenly Mama was there, holding the lantern we use when we have to go outside at night.

  “Dina?” she called softly. “Why are you standing here in the dark?” She raised the lantern to get a better look at me. “What happened?”

  Lying to my mother is of course a hopeless task. Keeping something secret is nearly as impossible. So I told her most of it, and she guessed the rest. When I was done, she looked at me for a while. She did not scold me. She merely waited until I knew that what I had done was wrong. Then she nodded.